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Peacemaker EP

by PCMKR

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1.
Vacant 01:57
2.
Recovery 03:14
I'm biting the bullet, I'm taking the pills You sold me lies to make room for others, You're cutting ties, you're closing shutters Purposely, burning bridges that I've been living under I will never fail myself I can stand without your help Lately I've been thinking, how you jumped ship, just as it was on the brink of sinking. Luckily I saved myself From day one, I should've known not to call you home Keep your sorrows, to yourself You're a lost connection, your personality reflects all my actions of neglect What I despise, are your hidden lies that call out for my attention I am the sound of the shipwreck You are the calm before the storm I am the sound of the shipwreck Your water's cold, there is no hope I am the sound of the shipwreck Your pain's relentless waves have kept me torn I have been broken, I have been molded, this is who I've become There are no wasted breaths, there's only regret to remind me of what you've done So take a step back, back to a broken past, you were always just a shade of grey From now on, I walk my own fucking path while you're reminded of better days
3.
Longevity 02:38
With my feet firmly on the ground, I'll cast aside the path that you chose so blindly Your future's happiness is falsely reinsured I might just have these words, but at least they have a meaning I refuse to fall short of the life I want to live I'll cast aside this pointless life defined by boundaries and willingly let go of all those who confine me And I will live my life step by step and day by day Until I've made my mark and let the seas part to carry me away I'll take my chance on the road less traveled, And give up everything I have and expect nothing in return I will never ask for anything in return And all my life, I've been searching for a deeper meaning to understand why I feel so cold I have nothing left to prove to anyone, cuz I will never settle for less again I never thought my life would be like this, the person that I've grown to be, cannot be dismissed As I sunk to the bottom, I was expected to choke I've got blood from the blisters from climbing the rope I never thought my life would be like this, the person that I've grown to be, cannot be dismissed And I refuse to let anyone get the best of me again
4.
Time 02:09
Watching my days rot away, every moment wasted My time on this earth has faded away from me Substances of self affliction, my addiction's left me torn and sore Give up this life of strife and go home where your bed is warm Choking on that smoke, no memories of nights before I can't stop this happiness, this artificial feel It's all I have to forget the moment, hiding from what's real Successful friends, I'll never make amends with everything I'm not I'd rather lie in bed and let smoke fill my head, vacancy is all I've got Before Father Time's hands decide to put wrinkles on my face I hope to know my place, I hope to know my fucking place Vacant thoughts and wasted time Eternal sunshine to a spotless mind You've got the drugs I'll commit the crime Eternal sunshine to a spotless mind Artificial, always alone, always hungry and never home I've giving so much faith to strangers and the streets, each drug I choose to take, I lose a part of me
5.
Nova 02:23
The ghost of you I swear it's all I ever see The haunting silhouettes of your two faces carry on with me The thoughts of you discrete a subtle, follow me to sleep The constant apparition of your name won't let me be The ghost of you Still lingers in my sheets The smell of home to me is you This dormant pain I buried underneath It's rising, and it's washing back to shore Those haunting eyes I feel deprived, of the life I had before Just let go I think about you more than I admit Just let go I am a fucking addict, I can't quit And now everything we worked for, slowly set a drift We have nothing left to show for it, theres nothing left to show You let me drown at sea Couldn't you hear me calling? Waves crashed around my feet Your name I barley could breathe Deceived, I should keep it buried deep in the confines of me I'm forced to steer this one man ship, still searching for my home With each gust of wind my direction shifts When I left for the unknown Everyday I wake with the sun You've loaded the bullets but I've got the gun Accepting the fact that it wont be the same, when I embraced your love in the purest of ways But where are you now? But where are you now? It was all for nothing But where are you now?
6.
Interlude 01:13
To the son I'll never know: There's not a day that passes that I don't think about you There's not a day that I don't regret, the decisions I had to make But I can only hope that you're looking down at me from the skies, smiling Because of the person you made me I will not be bitter I am a better person because of the mistakes that I have made I will not be bitter I am a better person because of the mistakes that I have made
7.
If you could only know, the built regret that's choking my neck, with every passing day I made the choice to let you go Oh god forgive me And to my bastard of a son, can you forgive me too? Just try to understand the mistakes of your father had nothing to do with you And soon some day I'll come to terms with my ways Son, I'll make you proud, you deserved the chance I know that now You gave me new breath to let in, another forsaken angel rushed too quickly to heaven I wish I knew your face, and the warmth of your skin A ghost is all I embrace, a hollow body begins These fucking words can never justify a thing Just know I love you and that wont ever change. Ill be just fine, If you promise to be okay too Just take your time, how could I think I'd never need you? Watching me grow, when it's all said and done I hope that you know: You'll always be my son The cold murder of my own blood The nights I lie awake wishing that he wasn't gone A path forsaken, before he even had his chance Too young to understand the mistakes of a man. Trying everyday, forgetting the ghost that carry on my mistakes Would you forgive me if you had the chance? Could you believe me if I said id take it back? I will not be bitter, I am better person because of the mistakes I made Trying everyday, forgetting the ghost that carry on my mistakes Would you forgive me if you had the chance? Could you believe me if I said I'd take it back? And I understand that no amount of tears I shed can bring you back, but I will not be bitter I am a better person because of the mistakes I've made And I can only hope that you're looking down at me from the skies, smiling because of the person you made me.

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released October 7, 2013

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